6th February Commuter

Part time Pollock, pillock locked
Dribbling drops of time
Straight out of his mind’s eye
And onto the glassy screen
Tired with no beans, chilly in a beanie
Should’a cold shouldered that
Soul patch goatee badge
Like an antithetical cock-eyed girl guide.
Coffee smear paint stain,
Gillette razor blade game day,
Post trim splash of oil of Olay.
Goes some way to moisturise the skin,
Stops the wrinkles from settling in after
Settling tensions between tenants,
Tummy won’t settle after drinking too many Tenants,
Cos a tenner for ten Tenants
Is always gonna increase the tension, is he
Intentionally sitting there on iPhone solitaire
Reciting a cheesy sit and stare soliloquy?
Does he care that his chinos aren’t clean though?
Pebbledash pants dashed with stains of paint:
Pigeon shit white,
Chewing gum stuck to the soul of your nikes,
Too much tea, British teeth, tannin blight,
You know, that sort of dirty-dream off-white,
Call it cream and we’ll rent it for twice the price.
There’s no titanium here, just pastel yellow sneaks
Peaking from beneath the nuclear spill of an energy drink.
I don’t believe that red bull gives you wings,
It’s no different to eating Percy pigs on a Boeing
I’m not telling porkies, cos here’s the thing:
After a day of painting and decorating,
Cash in hand paid for the can in his hand,
And yet how can he still be sleepy
Despite drinking that shit he’s drinking,
Left me thinking, red bull gives you wings
To imply survival from the ship
It always ends up sinking.

18th January Commuter 

Shiny stainless steel stalactite
Oversized and slid in slanting to one side
Damn you and your dithering dangling, Damocles
You didn’t even pierce his left eyebrow right!
Damaging the puncture wound
With that silver spoon digging in tight.
I bet you didn’t even realise?
Cos it’s digging in tighter than the tip of a silver bullet might,
Twist it left, pull it right,
Turns out a silver tongue can’t fight off a robot’s bite.
So rock-a-bye Pret-a-Manger and grab a byte.
A subway snack,
Foil wrapped life hack packed into a backpack,
Then unwrap, chew snack, collects the crumbs in his lap
Stores the excess carbs as body fat,
Cos a little bit of polyfilla prolly will leave you feeling fuller.
Woulda watched his tighty whitey eyes widen,
If I coulda asked him why he’s biding time riding peak period;
I’m serious, full stop, no periods.
See my theory is that his threads
Tread the line between 6pm today and some other period.
Seriously man, I’m serious. Here’s the sign:
Oversized skate shoes and baggy jeans from 2003
How can he be anything but in a period piece?
He’s also clad in a drab grey plaid Snapback cap
And that piques my intrigue
Teasing thoughts about what lies beneath?
Please puff out the pastry pasted to your cheeks,
Smooth out the plaster of Paris until the blemishes are sleek,
So that your appearance is somewhat neat,
Or on fleek,
Or at the very least not up shit creek.

Day #30

Denizenize: To constitute one a denizen

Vast: A waste region boundless space immensity

Euphrasy: The plant eyebright Euphrasia officionalis formerly regarded as beneficial in disorders of the eyes

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It’s the dead of night in the middle of the day. It’s the colorful reflections in a pool of oil. It’s the thick, heavy cowl of an executioner.

The trio – a man, a woman and a young girl – were walking slowly across a vast open plain. It was a wasted region, dry and arid, flecked with small, coarse bushes like balls of twisted copper wire. Between the sporadic vegetation, slow growing melanin deficiencies, the russet dirt had become the daily canvas for their feet, whilst up above a low hanging sun offered little beyond a weak, anemic twilight, punctured with heavy, ominous clouds. The air pressed at their skin, kissing it, as though a storm were waiting to break.

It’s the nightingale’s feathers. It’s the bottom of a wishing well. It’s the skin of an olive.

One word hung in each of their minds, a monotone chime that rung ‘home’ with the swell of each heartbeat. Father knew where he was going; he knew how to reach safety, how to get ‘home’.

The girl, Little Rosa, had run on ahead and stopped abruptly, standing over a body lying in the dirt. She’d screamed.

Her mother, Marta, assured the small girl than the man was ok, that he was merely blind and taking a rest. That is what the blind did now, there was no way he could find ‘home’ without sight, let alone walk, so he would rest instead.

‘It is what happens if you eat too many grapes,’ said Marta matter-of-factly. ‘ The juices fill up the stomach and spill into the eyes, filling them up until you cannot see.’

‘Why the eyes? Why not someplace else?’ asked Little Rosa.

‘Because the eyes look like grapes the most, they feel familiar to the grape juice,’ replied her mother.

Father shuffled over to the dusty man, his sunglasses reflected two bodies, dull and muted. He mumbled slowly over the body, always the same words, a token gesture before moving on, ‘I denizenize you as member of the human race, may you rest in piece.’

It’s the dilated pupil of a white-eyed Lion. It’s the Cimmerian abyss. It’s the self-effacing tabula rasa.

*

The moon is out and still the trio walks. It is cooler now and the insects have retreated for the night, a welcome respite. Yet the stillness is too eerie, too real, too much of an emphasis on how alone they really are.

From pocket to hand to mouth, Father chews buds of euphrasy flowers into a bitter paste. He stumbles onwards, reeling in ‘home’ like thread on a reel. He feels the dirt between his toes, the air on his face, the whistle of shifting sand in his ears, and tastes the iron tang in the air. He swallows the euphrasy paste with a grimace and then futilely adjusts his sunglasses on the bridge of his nose.

‘Just follow Father, he knows where to go,’ says Marta as if repeating an oft muttered mantra. She’s crouching so she can meet her daughter’s gaze, wide-eyed and trusting. It breaks Marta’s heart when Little Rosa looks up towards Father, an uncertain look on her face.

Unaware, Father simply gazes out towards the horizon, eyes hidden behind his sunglasses.